You are the Daughter-Saint - the latest in a line of reincarnations. The Celestial Mother sent you to this realm to act in her place, as her mouthpiece and living god. You must wrestle with your mortal body, discarding its lowly desires to better attune yourself to the spark of Her flame within you. Your Knight-Commander is making this exceedingly difficult.
Even though the knights are a poisonous gift from the King, said to "protect you" but meant to extend his influence into your sacred temple, you've let one into your heart. She - and yes, you're the only person who knows she's a girl - has bewitched you, with her radical ideas about "freedom" and "questioning the sacred traditions" and "giving oral sex". You must resist.